I have of late been in a muddle. My thoughts are swirling and I can't seem to make them focus on any one issue. I am 46 now, twice married, twice failed. The victims in it all, my four children. I wonder how badly I have screwed them up. My 15 year old son seems to struggle with so much. Mostly with school. I keep telling myself that is normal, boys his age just want to play sports and video games. He doesn't want school messing up his freedom to be a boy. Life is so black and white to him, there is no room for grey areas. ahhhhhh, I suppose all mothers go through these struggles with their sons.
I wonder how soon my hair will be completely white.
