sometimes I find myself slipping
reality is only a grasp away
today I was almost gone
it was as if there were another world
I was almost in it
caught myself
and I have been trying to recover ever since
it is so hard to keep it together
it feels like a weaving, and then it starts to unravel
and bulge and I could easily let go
I hope someone can help me

It's been a long long time

I don't even know where to begin.  I guess  I will just leave it at, still in the store business, still in the horse business.  What a boring post.

I can't organize my thoughts enough to post anything intelligible.  Is that even a word?

I will check in again, maybe in a few days, probably in a few months.

Hopefully the store is doing fantabulous!